i think this looks deeper than it is supposed to be.
i swear its just going to end up on a grunge blog.
What it means is “The insomnia i have from my deppresion and stress keep me up all night wondering why I even exist”. Those are our monsters….
No, actually it’s just a Minecraft reference to when you try and sleep and there are mobs nearby…
I’M lA IGHING SO HARD RIGHT NOW b YE
I once went to a concert with a friend (I don’t remember the band, she dragged me along) when I was 16. They were starting a wall of death and this guy who was flirting with me decides it would be funny to pull my top down, exposing my breasts, then throw me in the middle of this wall of death right as it’s about to meet. When I stumble in the middle and hit the wall someone screamed “STOP! EXPOSED GIRL!” and I thought they were all going to oggle at me. Instead, one guy quickly helped me cover up, three more helped me to my feet, and another asked who did that. When I pointed out the guy, two of them looked at him, me, each other, then nodded and punched the guy in the face before forcing him into the wall that was about to form again.
Metal men are gentlemenly as shit.
Seriously they are the best. I got knocked over in a mosh pit, and instead of being trampled, there was literally a wall of men around me who made sure I didn’t get hurt. They helped me up, moved me to the edge of the pit, made sure I was okay and said have a great day. Seriously the best experience at a concert.